June 30 – exactly 367 days ago I arrived in Cofradia ready to embark on a new adventure. Now it’s hard to believe that it’s time to say good bye. I will be leaving Cofradia tomorrow at 9:30 a.m. I’ve spent the better part of the last month saying my good byes – here, in Tegucigalpa and (yes I did make it) in Olancho. One thing that has surprised me this go around is that I am not the crier that I once was. Maybe I’ve said good bye so many times in my life and know that change is inevitable that I’m more understanding. Or maybe I’ll be in a fit of tears tomorrow as I leave. I can say that I have learned so much this year and probably never gotten so many good hugs. Kids have a way of entering your heart and making themselves at home there. I hope to always carry them there with me. I have developed great relationships with many of the students’ parents. They have opened their homes and their hearts to us and for that I will always be grateful. These last few days I have been savoring my walks around town hearing Miss Andrea (when ever will I be Miss Andrea again?) being shouted at me from houses and kids playing. They have made Cofradia feel like home.
I’ll miss my walks with two brothers (the only two brave enough to walk for an hour with me several times). Their conversations made me smile and I will miss them. It makes me feel good to know that they will continue to be in good hands at San Jeronimo and just like they blossomed this year they will blossom again next year and the next time I see them their English will be even more amazing.
I’ll miss the two kids who basically live at school since their moms clean the school. They have two of the biggest smiles you’ve ever seen and never fail to look at each day as an opportunity for greatness.
I’ll miss the kinder and prepa kids who from day one stole my heart. Innocence and forgiveness at that age is something that I cherish and wish we as adults could partake in. Kids love with all their heart and aren’t afraid to show it. I will try to implement that into my life from here on out.
I’ll miss all things plantain, baleadas, fresh fruit grown in your backyard and kisses on the cheek when greeting friends. I may even miss a cat call or two (definitely not three). I won’t miss sweating 24/7 or the smell that goes with that. I can do without loudspeakers announcing store specials and roosters outside my bedroom window. I will miss speaking Spanish and being told I speak Spanish like a German or Russian.
Anyway even though there were many hard times this year and even a few times where I doubted the decision I had made, I am glad to have spent this year here. I have grown a lot, made many new friends and feel proud to be part of the BECA family. San Jeronimo is changing students’ lives and it is nice to know that I’ve had a small part in that change. I look forward to seeing what SJBS will grow to be in the next few years and I also look forward to hearing what great things our graduates are doing.
Now that I’ve got the nostalgic part out of the way I will fill you in on the last few weeks:
On June 18th we had kindergarten, 6th grade and 9th grade graduation. It was so cute to see our students in their caps and gowns. I was honored to sit at the head table and help hand out diplomas; I was also surprised when called to the microphone to give my graduation speech. No one had told me that I had to talk at graduation so I flubbed my way through an impromptu speech. All things considered I don’t think it went too bad. The school recognized each of the BECA volunteers with an SJBS polo shirt. In the end Mother Nature got the best of us as a large storm moved in and the electricity went out twice while handing out diplomas. Fortunately, the electricity came back relatively quickly each time.
The day after graduation the teachers started to leave. It was sad saying goodbye to those who I spent the year living and working with. As the last two headed to the airport I boarded a bus and went to visit friends I had made while I was in the Peace Corps. I was excited to be heading back to Olancho (where my whole Honduran adventure actually began) as I hadn’t been there in at least 4-5 years. It was like going back home. I was greeted as soon as I got off the bus. People opened up their houses and homes to me. I met new people and saw friends I hadn’t seen in over 11 years. It was a quick trip but a much needed one for me. I miss that town dearly. It looked good and my friends were all doing well and I ate incredibly. From there I ventured back to Teguc and spent the rest of my time with the usual crew – Mando, Luz’s family and Hector. My friend Ana helped me shop in Valle de Angeles for gifts for friends. I had to wear long sleeves in Teguc as it was probably 10 degrees cooler there than in San Pedro. How will I survive Syracuse? Good question and stay tuned to see if I do.
So as I head to bed on my last night here, I am happy, overwhelmed, sad and confused. I spent the evening saying goodbyes and having dinner with the newly arrived summer camp counselors. BECA does a great job of recruiting quality volunteers and it has been great to see their enthusiasm and work ethic. I know they will do great things this summer. Wishing them the best of luck….and hoping that the 2010-2011 teachers are doing well wherever they might be....